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    Wednesday, May 26, 2004
    time rolls constantly..
    and life just don't stop until it has to..
    in our lives,
    we occasionally race against time...
    deadlines to meet,
    meetings to attend,
    appointment to be kept..

    on the other hand, we also waste time..
    well, at least i know i do ;p
    daydreaming during work (upppss!!),
    and just do things with no purpose.
    anyway,i've read somewhere...
    that time wasted when you do the things you don't like,
    so maybe i've done more wasting time than i thought

    today, i realize that i gotta love 'the time'
    embrace every second i have..
    make 'the time' as my dearest friend,
    so i will not waste 'it'!!!
    (that's a promise to be a better me.. huaaah!!)

    just like with best friend,
    you do the things you love,
    and sometimes the things you don't like,
    and learn to love the things you hate...
    but on some circumstances it's ok,
    for if you love your best friend, it's a matter of 'give and take'
    at the end, you will only receive..
    because by giving, you are receiving

    phiuuuhh... hope this new perspective works!!






    Wednesday, May 12, 2004
    regrets ato penyesalan..
    memang ga pernah datang duluan,
    kalo iya, namanya bukan nyesel hehe..

    kadang-kadang penyesalan datang karena kurang pikir panjang,
    terlalu terburu-buru, dan kurang hati-hati.
    misalnya aja, terlalu cepat terima tawaran gawe..
    padahal itu jelas bukan gawe yang dicari,
    hanya karena emosi sesaat aja jadi langsung diambil.

    apalagi kalo ada tawaran lebih bagus yang kemudian dateng,
    tapi udah keburu komit ama yang sebelumnya..
    waaah, emang penyesalan slalu dateng belakangan..

    meski begitu,gue sadari kalo hanya nyesel juga ga guna.
    ini memang jalan yang harus gue tempuh.
    yang penting bgmn gue bisa atasi penyesalan itu,
    bgmn gue bisa blajar dari apa yg gue alami skrg.

    sapa tau, nanti gue bisa bilang kayak Mr. Frank..

    ..regrets, I had a few...
    but then again,
    too few to mention..